December 27, 2010

I know I said

that I don’t believe in love, and it would be a horrible thing for me to fall in love with you even if I did, but I’m looking forward to spending my New Years pretending that we could mean something more to each other than four hour car rides and drunk nights.

P.S. - I’m sorry that I wake you up at six a.m. every morning that I’m there. It’s just that I can’t really sleep in anymore, and I really like having coffee when i wake up, and you’re perfect for that. I’m also sorry that every time I woke you up the first thing I said was how many days there were until Christmas. But it probably wouldn’t have been appropriate to tell you that I’m really glad that you cuddle in your sleep because it’s fucking cold outside and you are so, so warm. Even if you always wake up thinking that you spent the night shivering.