I am strangely uncool, but maybe we could be uncool together, because I'd love to get to know you.
Have been intense/amazing/strange.
I miss Sunshine all the time. And sometimes I don’t know how to tell her that without sounding like, “Hey, I want you to know how much I love you, but I’m leaving again.” Or maybe I’m not leaving, but that has yet to be established. Really, I’d rather it sounded like, “I love you. I love you until it hurts and I miss you all the time, and you’re the only person that it’s fun to just lie in bed with, and I love our Sunday mornings, and our sushi outings, and I don’t hate you when I smoke. So there’s that.”
It’s been amazing hanging out with her so much lately. And all the adventures and inside jokes and ridiculousness from these past two weeks have made me so happy. And also just reaffirmed my belief that Sunshine is absolutely the best photographer ever, but also possibly the greatest human being ever. We’ll see. Nevertheless, I love our giggling in the parked car while trying to sing in high-pitched voices, “You’re not even high!”, “You feminist whore!”, spit jokes, Humphrey’s, her newfound love of four-lokos, and Bo Burnham.
Babe, I will always love you more than holocaust burritos. I don’t know how else to explain it. <32 years ago • 0 notes
Admittedly, yes, my feelings were hurt and I completely blame you for the puke that I got on my best friend’s scarf. I don’t think you even took the time to consider the impact that this situation would have on anyone else. Your actions were not well-intended. Even so, I don’t believe that you’re a bad person. A little misguided, but you’ll grow. We all have some growing to do.
I’m not bitter, I promise. I know that you don’t care, but I just needed to say it. As much as I wish I could be angry at you and hate you just so that I don’t have to remember how horrible you made me feel, I don’t, and I won’t. I honestly hope that you have a great life. Maybe go back to school. Maybe stop doing things that are harmful to your health. Maybe live a really, really spectacular life.
P.S. - that really was my favorite pillow and I only kind of dislike you for making me not want it back.3 years ago • 0 notes